Draft send! yay :-)

[soncnica]

Soooo, I send in my draft for umm SPN-HARDCORE-BIGBANG, so yup, that is happening!!! And jeesh, 'm not sure if it really is hardcore, but well ... I guess what is and what is not hardcore is a pretty subjective thing ...
Anywho ... oh man, what did I just write!?!?!? *shakes head* But I would probably never ever post this story if it wasn't under this BB's wings. NEVER!
Now I have to do a lot of editing and then it'll be dooooone! It's at 9k+ right now, so with editing it will maybe be around 11k! DUDE, THAT IS 11.000 words DESCRIBING ONE SCENE!!! ONE SCENE!!! WHAT IS EVEN MY BRAIN?!!?!? idk ahhahahahahahhahahaah .... *shakes head* I need a drink!

:-) :-) stay awesome! :-)

Comments

[somer.livejournal.com]

Bwahahaha, I CAN TELL YOU WHAT YOUR BRAIN IS! IT'S BRILLIANT AND AWESOME AND TALENTED AND KINKY AND IMAGINATIVE AND INCREDIBLE AND EEEHHHHH!! Congrats on getting the draft in :D

P.S. I'm gonna go to bed now and then I'm gonna read your knotting fic, aaaall snuggled up under the blankets :P

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

LMAO!! *smishes you* we will see what you will have to say after I post the story! But in a way 'm really kinda glad for this bigbang otherwise I would probably had thrown away the notes for the story, BUT now its finished and yeah .... 'm scared like hell to post it .... which, ya know, what else is new?! :-)

Thank you so much for your support and for enabling my brain! Lol :-)

Xx
Enjoy your read! :-)
*hugs*
S.

[vyperdd.livejournal.com]

I am so fucking glad that you did enter the hardcore BB and that you didn't throw away your notes because your fic is simply brilliant and I feel so blessed to have read it already and I know that it's going to be loved and adored because I love and adore it and want more of it and didn't want it to end.

To quote somersault_j above, this is the perfect description of your fic:
IT'S BRILLIANT AND AWESOME AND KINKY AND IMAGINATIVE AND INCREDIBLE AND EEEHHHHH!!

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Like I said in my email: I have absolutely no idea how to respond to your words! It's like when you get this fantastic, amazing, brilliant comments from someone and it means sooooo damn much to you, that the feeling just can't be expressed with words! Just can't and that's exactly how I feel when I read your thoughts of the story! :)

thank you so very much! *hugs you*

And your story is damn hot and kinky and I can not wait to read it all glued together and finished! *taps foot impatiently* :)

S.

[fanspired]

Yay! Waving the soccer rattle for your achievement. Always full of admiration for people who enter the big bangs.

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Yay! Thank you! :-) actually the writing is the easy part, its meeting the deadlines and then getting an artist to pick your story, those are the hardest parts ... for me at least! Deadlines are horrible, because they just sneak up on you and getting your story picked by an artist is like being the fat kid at gym always picked last for team sport *sigh* or well, at least that is my experiance :-) lol :-)
Btw, how is YOUR story going? I miss it terribly, but I wanna pile up more chapters to read! :-)

S.

[fanspired]

The deadline would absolutely freak me out . . . and, yeah, I'd hate the waiting to be picked part, too. I feel bad enough when I know I haven't posted a scene for a while and people are waiting, and then I'm afraid they'll get tired of waiting and just stop bothering to follow the story :( So, yeah, I feel the pressure enough even without hard and fast deadlines. This week I haven't been able to write because I produce a community ezine once a month (and that does have a deadline : / ) I was making relatively good progress last week, though. I've found this episode challenging because there's so much going on in it - and it's about twice as long as some of the earlier ones - but I think it's starting to flow a little easier now I'm on the final few scenes. Maybe by the end of next week or soon after I'll be posting the next update.

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Yes, deadlines are horrible, because I feel like they press on you and push at you and kinda hinder your imagination and then you just scramble to finish something even if it kinda sucks, but hey, deadline! Lol :-) hmmm, well you know, if someone really likes the story and all, they will wait and be patient. But if someone is just reading to fill the time, then eh! I for one, am patient and am waiting for you to finish this episode, because I am really interested where you will take the boys! :-) but as a writer myself, I understand pressure and I understand how it is when you have a story sitting for awhile unupdated .... but well, if things don't flow, they just don't flow and the readers should understand that! :-)
No pressure, when you update, you update! Its how it is, don't push it if it doesn't wanna be pushed! :-) good luck with your ezine and your story! :-):-) I'll be here waiting! :-)
S.

[fanspired]

Thanks so much for that. Good to know :) I'm hoping to finish the ezine today so hopefully I'll be writing again soon. I really miss the boys when I'm not writing.

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Take your time and enjoy writing, :-) the readers will be there ... :-)
Have an awesome day,
S.

[fanspired]

Thanks :) You, too.