Update on my BigBang

[soncnica]

Soooo ... if anyone would like to know (probably no one) BUT ...
I have signed up for the spn_j2_bigbang!
I have gotten myself one of them cute icons and idk who to credit, but oh well ....
I have a TITLE and a SUMMARY for the story!
I have decided it will be J2, not SPN!
I still haven't decided if it will be full on slash OR something very close to it. But not really it.
I already have a beta.
I already have a prologue that is 6.000 words long (yay only 14.000 more words to write!!!)
I have divided the story into a prologue, and 4 chapters, no epilogue, because the last sentence in CH4 will be enough!
I have written a scene already, that made me cry into my pillow and choke on my spit!
I am debating with myself if I should include the mentioned scene in the fic or not, as it broke me!
The story is not supposed to be sad, it's supposed to be happy, laughted-filled, sunny and bright and funny and smelling of hay and forests.
The story is hurt,abused!Jensen with A LOT and I mean A LOT of comforting!Jared (it's my story, I can do what I want! :P)
There's a three sentences ('m not kidding) long het scene in the story that made me bang my head against my desk, because ... well ... het?! Really!? Ugh

That's it ... I am VERY confident that I can do this! I am! Just ... **takes a deep breath** 14.000 or so more words to go!

Comments

[somer.livejournal.com]

THIS ENTIRE POST IS MADE OF AWESOMENESS!!!!

The story is hurt,abused!Jensen with A LOT and I mean A LOT of comforting!Jared SERIOUSLY??? I love you!

And please include that one scene which made you cry, I love emotional scenes. I love it when something makes me cry or laugh. Don't delete it!!!

...smelling of hay and forest. :D

And it seems that you already have a really good idea what you're doing there. Having a summary, a title, 6.000 words, a layout!!

Oh man, I want the posting to begin. I'm so excited about yours :D

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Wooooohoooo! :-) And your entire comment is spectacular! Gah! *hugs you*
I am kinda really excited about writing this story and I have edited the prologue a bit so its now almost 7.000 words, which gives me a lot of confidence that I will reach 20.000 words, so, that's not a problem! :-)
And okay, I will include the scene, just don't cry! I did that enough for everyone who will read the story!
But yeah, in general, the story will be happy, filled with hope and smiles and crazy OC's and forests and hay and star-y nights full of terror! *coughs* and lots of hurting and lots of comfort ... *coughs*

And I'm excited that you're excited! *squeeeee!!* now I am off to write more! :-)
S.

[sasha-dragon.livejournal.com]

You know you had me at hurt abused Jensen with a lot of comforting Jared! Yup me an somersault_j are on the same page to the letter!

So far I've managed a 1400 word prologue and over a thousand words without meeting both of the Js, yes i'm off again *G*

I've got every confidence in you, and I'm really looking forward to this story.

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

*cough, cough* I can't not hurt that boy! :-) and comforting!Jared is just how things must be! :-)
1.400 words long prologue is awesome! Now you juuuuust need around 18.600 more words! :-P
jk, jk ... you are doing awesome, keep it up, because you NEED to finish this puppy and post it so that I can read it! Woooohooo! :-):-)

We totally can do this! Yup, we can! *hugs you*

S.

[sasha-dragon.livejournal.com]

There is just something about Jensen when he hurts, and of course Jared being all wrinkled forehead with concern *sigh* it just has to be.

I will keep plodding along, I will do it and if I miss the deadline, i'll still post it so you won't miss out *G*

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

RIGHT?!?!!? RIGHT!??!?! Jensen hurting is just ... ugh, so hard to describe what it is about it, but it just IS!!! and when Jared can go all strong and comforting on Jensen's ass (ugh, anyway you wanna read that is fine LOL) it's just the most delicious thing! :))))

EXACTLY!!! that's why I signed up... because well, if I won't finish it, then I'll just post as a story and not a part of BB... hehhheh ... *high fives you* and I sooo don't wanna miss out on your story!!! NOOOO!!!! so ... write away, darlin' :)

S.

[sasha-dragon.livejournal.com]

Hurt Jensen truly is a thing of beauty, and comforting Jared really is my OTP *G*

It's how i feel, I want to get the story done for May, but whatever happens I will finish it and post it. After all how could I resist posting a story with musketeer Jared and Jensen?

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Mine too, mine too and that will never change :-) :-)
Exactly ... try to finish for May, but if not, then post later because gurrrl, I need those musketeers, you cannot keep that yumminess for yourself, you got me?!:-):-):-)

S.