Update on my BigBang
Jan. 27th, 2014 10:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
soncnicaSoooo ... if anyone would like to know (probably no one) BUT ...
I have signed up for the spn_j2_bigbang!
I have gotten myself one of them cute icons and idk who to credit, but oh well ....
I have a TITLE and a SUMMARY for the story!
I have decided it will be J2, not SPN!
I still haven't decided if it will be full on slash OR something very close to it. But not really it.
I already have a beta.
I already have a prologue that is 6.000 words long (yay only 14.000 more words to write!!!)
I have divided the story into a prologue, and 4 chapters, no epilogue, because the last sentence in CH4 will be enough!
I have written a scene already, that made me cry into my pillow and choke on my spit!
I am debating with myself if I should include the mentioned scene in the fic or not, as it broke me!
The story is not supposed to be sad, it's supposed to be happy, laughted-filled, sunny and bright and funny and smelling of hay and forests.
The story is hurt,abused!Jensen with A LOT and I mean A LOT of comforting!Jared (it's my story, I can do what I want! :P)
There's a three sentences ('m not kidding) long het scene in the story that made me bang my head against my desk, because ... well ... het?! Really!? Ugh
That's it ... I am VERY confident that I can do this! I am! Just ... **takes a deep breath** 14.000 or so more words to go!
I have signed up for the spn_j2_bigbang!
I have gotten myself one of them cute icons and idk who to credit, but oh well ....
I have a TITLE and a SUMMARY for the story!
I have decided it will be J2, not SPN!
I still haven't decided if it will be full on slash OR something very close to it. But not really it.
I already have a beta.
I already have a prologue that is 6.000 words long (yay only 14.000 more words to write!!!)
I have divided the story into a prologue, and 4 chapters, no epilogue, because the last sentence in CH4 will be enough!
I have written a scene already, that made me cry into my pillow and choke on my spit!
I am debating with myself if I should include the mentioned scene in the fic or not, as it broke me!
The story is not supposed to be sad, it's supposed to be happy, laughted-filled, sunny and bright and funny and smelling of hay and forests.
The story is hurt,abused!Jensen with A LOT and I mean A LOT of comforting!Jared (it's my story, I can do what I want! :P)
There's a three sentences ('m not kidding) long het scene in the story that made me bang my head against my desk, because ... well ... het?! Really!? Ugh
That's it ... I am VERY confident that I can do this! I am! Just ... **takes a deep breath** 14.000 or so more words to go!
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Date: 2014-01-28 04:00 pm (UTC)I am kinda really excited about writing this story and I have edited the prologue a bit so its now almost 7.000 words, which gives me a lot of confidence that I will reach 20.000 words, so, that's not a problem! :-)
And okay, I will include the scene, just don't cry! I did that enough for everyone who will read the story!
But yeah, in general, the story will be happy, filled with hope and smiles and crazy OC's and forests and hay and star-y nights full of terror! *coughs* and lots of hurting and lots of comfort ... *coughs*
And I'm excited that you're excited! *squeeeee!!* now I am off to write more! :-)
S.