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Title: Breathing On Luna 3/3
Author: soncnica
Rating: R
Genre/Pairing: Sam, Dean, gen, AU
Wordcount: cca.4.300 words
Summary: Space!AU, 2nd in the 'burning moons!verse'. Sam got hit by the ice waters of Ganymede and Dean needed to get him to Luna fast, or else Sam would turn into an ice statue.
Warnings: language, space, sci-fi, violence, kinda dark(ish), h/c, lots of made up stuff
Disclaimer: I seriously only own the grammar/spelling mistakes. Everything else is NOT MINE! ALL IS FICTION.
A/N: Well it all started with a prompt from deirdre_c, about Dean getting a blaster wound - story can be found here - and I have no idea how, but now it's a 'verse, because I can't stop writing about the boys in space. Oh boy .... but darn it, if it's not fun! LOL

He definitely slept more than just one second, because when he jerked himself back to consciousness, Sam was blinking.

Deities, Sam was blinking.

"Sam!"

He was up from the chair in a flash, colliding with the glass chamber so fast his palms stung, but Sam was blinking. Slow, dragged out blinks, but … he was moving.

"Sam?! You hear me?"

He hit the glass once with his palm, trying to get attention from his brother.

And then he smiled when Sam slowly extended his left arm and touched the glass wall from the inside.

"Yeah, man. 'm right here."

Their palms touched, but there was a barrier made of cool glass that Dean wanted to punch through and get to his brother and punch the lights out of the kid.

Stupid fucking asshole of a little brother scared him to death and got himself splashed with ice water. To save him. To save him. The water wasn't meant for Sam, it was meant for him and Sam - the moronic idiot that he is - got in the way.

"You're an idiot, you know that, right? Blink if you agree!"

It was a low shot, because blinking was all Sam was able to do right then. But it was still better than that entire nothing that he was doing before.

He really wanted to touch Sam – not just palm to palm through glass – but to knock him down to the ground with his fist, knock some sense in the idiot, make him bleed for the stupid, stupid shit he pulled on that moon, and just … clap him on the shoulder, because his brother was the one who pushed those creature traders into the ice water, making ice statues of them for all eternity.

"Sam…"

There was no response. He knew Sam could hear him, the doc said to keep him calm, so … the kid could hear him, but Sam probably just couldn't talk yet.

He tapped the glass three times, right over Sam's big palm, letting him know that he's right there and not going anywhere for as long as it would take.

He went back to the chair and pulled it even closer to the chamber, so that he could touch it if Sam would touch it.

They were all they had. Brothers. Until death.

-:-

The low, soft humming in the room was like a lullaby. He remembered their father singing lullabies to Sam, when his brother was still a baby. They were beautiful lullabies with lyrics of the stars and the endless waves among them, about light in the darkness. His father's singing voice was a lot to be desired, but it seemed that to Sam that didn't matter. All that mattered was that his father was holding him close and singing about an endless canvas of bright, sparkling lights.

He sighed.

His brother grew up so much since then. He was a man now, not a little boy anymore. But sometimes, he looked like that kid again, especially when he was hurt and hurting or when he was scared about something. Now, his brother didn't get scared of a lot of things, but sometimes they encountered evil, that made Sam's eyes widen in fear. It happened, but Dean never held it against his brother. Fear was normal, fear still made them … human. Once they wouldn't be scared anymore of anything, then they would probably become just as bad as the evil they were killing. They were killers; they both knew that, the difference was that they still experienced fear. They still knew compassion.

He leaned forward on the chair, rested his elbows on his thighs and washed his hands down his face. He was tired. So tired. But never of fighting. Because if they didn't fight, that could've been someone else's brother in there, sister, mother, father, child … they needed to fight. They had to fight, against the evil out there hiding in the darkness. Behind the stars. They had no other choice. It was in them. And what was in somebody, it couldn't be wiped away. It was endless, just like space.

There was a … thump. He raised his head and saw Sam's fist pound on the glass wall, his hand slowly sloshing through the plasma, making more bubbles rise up from the floor.

He was up on his feet, closer to Sam's line of sight and saw that Sam was gulping down the plasma, like he was choking in water.

"Sam! Stop!"

Sam stopped. It was an order, Dean knew, but he needed Sam's attention. Now.

"Listen to me, man. You can breathe just fine. Just calm down, close your damn mouth and breathe through your nose. Listen to me!"

There was a frown on Sam's face and if the kid could frown, then he would be just fine. Just fine.

"That's it, man. Just breathe. There ain't nothin' gonna choke you. Nothing. 's warming plasma, it's been heating you up, 'kay?"

Sam nodded, his hair flying freely in all that sludge. His eyes were wide open, but he closed his mouth and breathed through his nose.

"Can you talk?"

"Dean?"

Sam's voice was … like he was speaking via a broken radio a million miles away. But Dean understood just fine.

"You're gonna be just fine, you hear me? You've been in here for," he checked his watch, "nine hours, 'm gonna go get the doctor, alright? You stay right here."

He waited for the eye roll and Sam delivered.

He really missed his little brother, even if he had been there all along, but there was just something about Sam showing the world exactly what he thought about a situation, that Dean missed the most.

The eye rolls, the frowns, the 'bitch-face', the sighs, the smiles … he missed all of that and more.

"Hey, guys … 'm brother's awake." He told the doctors behind the computers and a guy came towards him. And older man, but age meant nothing here, because there were men and women who looked like they were eighty years old, but were really well over a hundred. It was always hard to tell.

"Yes, sir and he is doing fine."

Well, duh, he could see that by the way Sam was frowning and breathing and looking up at the top of the chamber, already making a strategy of how he was gonna escape out of there. He could see it in Sam's eyes that the kid was already mapping out his escape route.

"Sam, hey … don't you even think about it. There's no way out and you need to stay in there, you hear me? Dude?"

"I hear ya."

He turned to the doctor: "Did you call Likoss?"

"Can't find him, sir."

He sighed. Typical. The doctor was slippery like an eel, now you see him now you don't, but he'd find him. He couldn't have gone far.

"Okay, you keep an eye on Sam. If anything happens, I'll kill you."

The doctor's eyes widened and he licked his nose with a thin, long pointed tongue.

"Dean…"

He heard Sam whine his disapproval of the threat. Yup, Sam would be just fine.

He had no second thoughts about leaving Sam alone in that room, in that chamber, because he knew Sam would be just fine. Even stuck in there - and naked - he could still kill or maim anyone who would want to hurt him. As long as Sam was awake, there was nothing and no one that could hurt him, before Sam could hurt back.

Their father had taught them well.

-:-

Tracking down Likoss in the base that was as big as well, the Moon itself, was hard. The man wasn't in the med bay, he wasn't reachable by intercom, he wasn't in the mess hall, he wasn't in his room, he wasn't anywhere, fucking asshole.

But he was in the docking pier. On his ship. A good ship, class Ford, a bit too wild for Dean's taste – and way too red - but if the doctor needed more of an adrenaline rush than he got from being a doctor, well, who was he to judge, right?

Dean whistled when he came aboard: "Wow, man, ain't she a beauty!"

"Damn right, she is."

"So, Sam's awake. No one could find you, so one of those computer doctors is with him now."

"Okay, let's go see."

Likoss threw down the rag he was polishing the ship's main console with and walked away, leaving Dean to admire the shiny red console.

-:-

"Everything looks okay, vital signs are great, heartbeat is great too, brain …"

"… isn't damaged more than it already was, I can tell, doc."

"… ummm, yes. So Sam, how'd you feel?"

"Peachy, just get me out of here."

"See? He's being his bitchy self, he's a-okay doc, just get him out of there. 'm tired of looking at his junk."

Sam's hands immediately – it took ten seconds for them to move through the plasma – shot down to cover his crotch. His cheeks got a bit of color – red looked good on him, better than blue – and mumbled something about someone being an ass, but Dean chose to ignore it. He had enough of nakedness to last him a life time.

"Just get his sorry ass out of there, would you? We have places to see, places to be, smugglers to kill, and so on."

"Mmmm yeah, of course."

He was really started to enjoy making Likoss all flustered like that. The man really was down to business, take no hostages kinda guy and making him go all mumble-y was all kinds of cool.

"'kay, Sam, we're gonna get you out of there in a second. Gonna get the hooks under your arms, okay? And you're gonna be pretty cold once we get you out, but just bear with us for a few seconds and we'll get you back to warm in no time. Hear me?"

"I hear you."

"Okay, get him out."

When his brother emerged from the plasma chamber he looked like he just crawled out of a sick kid's nose. He was covered with colorless slime that dripped from his body down to the ground. It was not a pretty sight but it made Dean laugh out loud.

"Sam, man … you look like shit."

"Well I feel like snot, not shit so…"

Dean's laugh turned into a whispered question of: "Sammy?" when Sam's teeth started to clatter and he curled into a ball on the hovering board beneath a heating blanket.

"'m just cold."

The hovering board went one stage lower than berserk.

-:-

"Move, move, move!"

Likoss was yelling at all the folk that were walking down the hallway. The hover board was flying in the middle of the hallway, with Likoss and Dean barely keeping up.

"Where're we going?"

"Showers. We need to get the plasma off of your brother."

"I hate hover boards." He muttered and ran after it, because it was carrying his brother and if it would just dump him in front of a door, he'd break it and scatter its remains in space somewhere.

"Can't you slow it down?"

"You know they have a mind of their own and Sam needs to get that plasma off."

"Sam? Man, you good?"

"Just cold and kinda feel like puking. Can't this go any slower?"

"You know hover boards, Sammy … mind of their own and this one seems to like you."

Sam's groan was such a good sound to hear.

-:-

The hover board stopped by a door that led into their room.

"Okay, just gonna open the door."

He punched three numbers and a letter on a small keyboard that was on the wall near the door handle and the door opened silently into a dim lit room. The air that hit Dean in the face was fresh, even if they hadn't been here for months, and warm.

"'kay doc, we'll take it from here."

"No problem."

They never let anyone in the room. Trust no one.

"Okay, boardy, I'll take it from here, okay. You did good."

He didn't know exactly if the hovering boards were like the Impala, if they could hear him and understand him or if they were just functioning by what they felt coming off of their patients.

The board didn't try to enter the room nor did it try to stop him when he helped Sam sit up and then step down from it.

"You good, man?"

His brother was leaning heavily on him and he had to grip him tighter around his waist and arm.

"Shower."

"On it."

The both half stumbled, half walked and kinda dragged their feet all the way to the shower stall in the way too brightly lit bathroom.

"'kay, man. Let go of your blanky and step in the stall."

He smirked when Sam bit back: "Screw you, 'm never saving your life again."

They both knew it was a lie, bigger than any other lie anyone has ever told in any time any place.

"Seriously, Sam, let's get that snot off of you."

When Sam let the blanket slip to the floor, Dean was just glad to see healthy pink of his brother's body. Not blue anymore. Or frozen.

"Come on…"

He guided Sam into the stall, because even if his brother was okay now, his legs were still shaky and he was trembling a little bit, his strength a bit on the weak side. But he did draw a line at holding Sam up.

"Sit down, okay? Don't want you to fall down and crack your skull."

"Just leave me 'lone, 'kay?"

"Sam, believe me, there's nothing I'd rather do right now than that, but … I seriously don't want to find you bleeding your brains out in the shower stall."

"Dean, Deities, just fuckin' leave me."

He understood that Sam was tired and cranky – getting frozen and then un-frozen in a room full of people does that to a guy – and wanted some time alone, to gather his thoughts, but he really didn't feel comfortable leaving him alone. He could see the way Sam's hands were shaking, how he shuddered from time to time - full body shudder - how he was barely keeping his arms from jerking too much. It was just a matter of time, before Sam would collapse on the floor.

"Sammy, come on. This isn't my idea of an awesome time either."

"Damn it…"

"Just sit down, idiot."

But his brother was a stubborn ass, who gritted his teeth, clenched his jaw, locked his knees together and pushed the red button for hot, and stood there. Unmoving, as if just one slight move would make him fall down like a house of cards.

"You are stubborn, aren't ya?"

"Guess who I got it from."

Sam turned away from him, showed him his back and Dean busied himself with getting a towel from underneath the sink. It was the only privacy they could give each other.

-:-

No matter how many times he had seen this and done it himself it was still so odd how there was nothing at all there, yet the plasma stuff – or dirt, or blood – just ran off of Sam's body like there was something there – water, air – something, but there really was nothing. Just a shower stall with its walls full of little holes shooting out pressure that made all the sludge run off of Sam in rivers. It was something someone needed to see and experience, it just couldn't be explained.

He missed the amazing feeling of water and he knew Sam did too. He did. But water was a rare commodity in the lunar system; the planets had plenty, but here … he it was a currency. Money stored in bottles, treasured and sought after like gold in Earth's gold rush period. Here, water was used as a way of payment for slaves, humans and human parts. And oxygen; a canister of oxygen cost one thousand bottles of clean water. That was a lot and many couldn't afford it, so they lived off of stale oxygen, which messed with their brains and they developed diseases, spread them out throughout the system like wild fire spread through the dry woods of Earth. The Federation tried to help as best they could, but sometimes the help came too late or not at all, because traders caught the ships carrying help and raided them. It was a dangerous place to live, dangerous times … which was just one more reason for them to fight.

But, Deities, did he miss water. The clean water of Earth.

Earth. They went there sometimes, illegally of course, since they've both been exiled from the planet, banned to enter its ground, when Dean had been just five years old. But they still went there – just to enjoy real water, real food, real oxygen.

It was a place that was under both the United Moon's Federation and The Planet's Federation, protected by both so fiercely; sometimes Dean had to wonder why – what were they hiding there, because no other moon or planet was as protected as Earth. Sometimes when he and Sam were cooped up in the Impala for too long, longer than it was recommended to spend on a ship in space, they talked about it. Why both Federations protected Earth with so much force, so many ships and weapons? Water? Oxygen? Sure, could be, they were expensive, sought after, but they both suspected that it had to be something else, something more. Because other planets had water, had oxygen, had food, had humans, but they weren't kept that safe.

One day, one day they would find out. Even if it would mean their death.

But even with all that protection, thousands of ships in its orbit, all ready for battle with the most powerful weapons both Federations managed to make - they still had a way in. A way that was paved with bribery, boxes full of rare moon stones, water and other delicacies, sometimes even dead soldiers that were keeping the sky safe. Neither of them wanted to kill, but it was always about kill or be killed and that was alright.

And they always got there in the end.

Kansas … home.

"Gimme a towel, man."

"Uhh, yeah, here."

Sam didn't need a towel to dry off, because unlike the water drops that stayed on their bodies after bathing on Earth, here there was nothing. All dry and clean. After experiencing a shower on Earth, showering here on base was really anticlimactic. Boring, really.

He chuckled as he watched his brother wrap the towel around his waist.

"Dude by now I really saw it all."

"Shut up, Deities, just shut the hell up."

Red really was a better color on Sam's face than blue.

He followed Sam's huffs of annoyance out of the too brightly lit bathroom into their room.

Their room. They had a room on the base, one Mr. Bobby got for them from the men upstairs and it was … their room. They put in an extra bed, because no one here was allowed a roommate – unless one was a Winchester – destroyed at least twenty light bulbs, because a room should never be brighter than the sun, thus making the room dim and cozy. Just like the Impala was. Sam put in a bigger desk than it was in there before and put on some books, he collected on the moons (and sometimes even the planets), they put in some more chairs to put their clothes on. This wasn't home by any means, this was just a room they came to when they were either hurt or needed to go into hiding for a few weeks. Home was the Impala. She was their home, space was their home, Earth was their home.

"'kay, sit down."

He caught his brother with his pants literally around his ankles.

"Fine." Sam pulled his pajama pants further up his legs, tied the string around his waist and sat down on the chair with a huff.

"Don't roll your eyes at me, dude. Wasn't me that jumped in front of that water, asshole."

"It would have been you."

"I wanna punch your lights out right now, so badly, Sam, so just can it."

Sam looked down at his hands and shook his head: "Dean..."

It always caught Dean by surprise – even after all these years – how just one word, one gesture, one look from Sam could soften him up and not make him kill his brother anymore.

Little brothers – pain in the ass.

"Okay man, come on, wanna listen to your heart and see what's what. I can see that your brain is its weird self, but what about the rest of you?"

"Dean, 'm fine. The doctors said I was fine. And I feel fine too."

"Yeah well …"

… they didn't watch you turn bluer as the minutes ticked by, didn't watch you choke on your spit, didn't see your veins bulge out all over your body, didn't have to be there to see the terror in your eyes when the water hit you, didn't hear you scream, didn't hear your whimpers and moans and the pleading look in your eyes. The silent scream of help. They weren't scared for you, they weren't panicking over you if you were breathing or not and if your heart was still beating and if your brain wasn't freezing over and one wrong move and it would shatter into a million pieces. So, shut your mouth.

"… I just wanna check for myself, alright?"

Sam straightened up on the chair, puffed out his chest – so many scars there, faint sure, but Dean could see every one of them, remembered all of them being made – and started breathing as deep as he could.

He grabbed the amulet that hung around his neck – a weird little thing, with a human face and horns, but Sam gave it to him and that was all that mattered – and pulled it off.

"Here, put it near your heart."

Sam's hand was trembling when Dean dropped the skin-warm amulet into his brother's palm and watched him place it face down over his heart.

"'kay baby, you readin'?"

He waited a little bit; ignoring the bitchy look Sam was shooting him under his bangs and breathed out.

"All is normal."

The Impala was the only one he would really, really trust when she'd tell him that Sam was fine. She knew them both, knew what was normal for them – if doctors said their blood pressure was too high or too low, Dean would always double check with Impala and she'd tell him if it really was too high or too low, because she knew them. Knew their normal. Knew how they breathed, how their hearts beat, how their lungs sounded like and how their very brains worked.

She knew them, when there was no one out there who did. Not even Mr. Bobby.

"Thank you, sweetheart."

He grinned when he saw Sam trying not to sigh and roll his eyes, because his brother sometimes just didn't understand that their ship needed some love and tender care, or she'd leave their sorry asses stranded some day and in mortal danger while she'd be up in orbit laughing her engines off.

"Alrighty then, give it back."

He held out his hand and put the amulet back around his neck as soon as Sam dropped it into his open palm.

Real special, the amulet, Mr Bobby had said when he gave it to Sam. Their link to the Impala, they figured out a few years back when Dean's heart nearly gave up and tried to kill him, and they heard the Impala say 'Dean, your heart is beating too fast'. That both freaked them out and made them realize that, no matter where they were, alone or together, they in fact were never all alone.

He never took off the amulet and he would never ever leave it in this room. Sure they kept some things here, but not much, because even though their room was off limits and warded and protected, they could never be too careful. Space was cold and dark and sometimes it made people like that too.

"Satisfied?"

Sam never liked being cuddled or comforted – unless he was practically with one foot in the grave already - and that was just fine with Dean. He didn't like to cuddle or comfort, always made him feel weird and awkward especially when all that was directed towards his brother. It just felt … like they didn't need to do all that, because they lived by rules of their father and those rules were enough comfort. Or at least should be.

"Very satisfied. Now get some sleep, man. We leave for Deimos in the morning."

"Deimos?"

There was pain and horror in his brother's voice, but he pushed it aside and rubbed the back of his neck.

"Yeah, we're meeting Mr. Bobby in the Voltaire crater. So … yeah …"

"Okay, uhh, okay, sure, yeah."

He knew why Sam was … scared of going to Deimos. It was the last place they saw their father.

The End? By the lack of comments and stuff I'm thinking that there is no interest in this 'verse to continue, so ... LOL ... but I write for myself, and not to get comments so I think there will be more in this 'verse. If you are interested, it would be kinda cool to have someone along for the ride. :)

CHAPTER 2

Date: 2013-11-25 09:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] borgmama1of5.livejournal.com
...they didn't watch you turn bluer as the minutes ticked by, didn't watch you choke on your spit, didn't see your veins bulge out all over your body, didn't have to be there to see the terror in your eyes when the water hit you, didn't hear you scream, didn't hear your whimpers and moans and the pleading look in your eyes. The silent scream of help. They weren't scared for you, they weren't panicking over you if you were breathing or not and if your heart was still beating and if your brain wasn't freezing over and one wrong move and it would shatter into a million pieces. So, shut your mouth.

This bit of writng and how you placed it was magnificent!

I love this verse, love how brotherly Dean is with Sam in this!

And I am enjoying how you are slipping the world-building in, little bits of information that are combining to make a very complete universe. Clearly you've put thought into things!

Please keep going!
Edited Date: 2013-11-25 09:55 am (UTC)

Date: 2013-11-25 10:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] soncnica.livejournal.com
Hey! :)

Thank you so, so much for reading and for taking your time to leave a comment! :)
I'm really happy that part worked for you, I saw it in my mind so clearly that I just ... and I can only imagine what seeing all that must have done to Dean!
And I am going totally overboard with the h/c, brotherly love (and only brotherly love, because this is GEN, lol) stuff, because in this 'verse, it just seems so right, like it's not even too much! weird, but true! :) and I am so happy it's working! :)

I will keep on going, like I said, I write for myself and not to get reviews, because well if that was the case, I'd stopped writing a long time ago! :)
Thank you for showing interest (it really does mean a lot to me) and all I can say is, that I can't wait to start writing the next story in this 'verse :) and I hope you will join me for the ride! :)

THANK YOU!!

S.

Date: 2013-11-26 02:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mdlaw.livejournal.com
Hey I'm readin'. I'm just lazy. m. :)

Date: 2013-11-26 07:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] soncnica.livejournal.com
hey! :)

LOL LOL LOL .... I know EXACTLY how that is LOL :) so thank you for letting me know that you're reading! awesome! :)

now you can go back to being lazy! :)

S.

Date: 2013-11-26 08:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mysteriousaliwz.livejournal.com
I enjoyed this - Sam and Dean ( and the Impala!) fit really well into this AU verse you've created.

Date: 2013-11-26 09:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] soncnica.livejournal.com
Hey! thank you! :)
I'm really glad that it all fits well ... awesome! **beams**
thank you!

S.
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Date: 2013-11-29 08:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] soncnica.livejournal.com
Hey, thank you so much for reading!
I'm very happy that everything is working well in the 'verse (the world and the characters) and I am already writing the next story in the 'verse that I hope I will post sometime in December :-)
Thanks!

S.

Date: 2013-12-02 08:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] somer.livejournal.com
Loved this sequel, WOOHOO!! Man, this was one great and awesome Sam and Dean hurt/comfort. I don't even want to imagine turning into a freezing iceblock, still being aware of everything but having this constant cold in you *shudders* (I'm just sitting here having cold feet and that is already uncomfortable enough ;))

Loved how you included the Impala and the Amulet! Mhm, and nekkid!Sam floating in some plasma.

And I'm very curious about Earth being guarded so heavily!! Are you goingt to give us more snippets about that?

Anyway, loved it :D

Date: 2013-12-03 08:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] soncnica.livejournal.com
Hey :)
oh, 'm so happy you liked this .. AND read it AND commented! :) *squee*
Yeah, I imagined the waters being so so so so freezing cold that just touching a drop of that water would start turning you into an ice block! Slowly, painfully ... and eventually one would just ...turn into ice! ahhahah, I hope the nekkid!Sam mental image at least warmed you up some .. :) I don't want you to be cold .. being cold is no fun!

oh for sure, for sure ... this is still a SPN fic, just it's AU and set in space, so the Impala AND the amulet (because this is set kinda in S1, S2) had to be there! :) :) I'm so happy those little things are working!! wooohooo! :)))

About Earth!? To be honest I have no clue WHY and HOW that got into this story, but ever since then I have given it a lot of thought AND I know EXACTLY why Earth is so guarded and in the next story in this verse (that I am already writing and will probably post in December some time and it's a hurt!Dean story) I will give you some more bones to chew on about Earth! you know me and mystery! Can't have enough of it! :)

Thank you so much! and I hope to see umm hear from you next story too! :))

S.

Date: 2013-12-03 04:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] somer.livejournal.com
Uuhhhhh, HURT!DEAN and I can't wait to hear more about Earth. And yes, you and your mystery, one thing I love about your stories. So I know it probably gets more mysterious before you tell us everything ;)

And I can't wait for you to finish 'Enjoy The Ride'. I'm going to read it as soon as it's finished :D

Date: 2013-12-03 06:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] soncnica.livejournal.com
Lol, hurtDean... :-) I decided that if I continue this 'verse, that the hurt will be spread out, as in this story was hurtSam, then hurtDean, then hurtSam and so on... or there will be no hurt just some minor (I can't belive I just said minor, lol) angst and pain :-) heh :-) and its soooooo awesome to hurt the boys in this verse, because the options are basically limitless ... wooohoooo... :-) (do I seem a bit too excited? Hmmmm... probably not healthy....)

*grins* yes, mystery! And I know it can be kinda frustrating and annoying at times for a reader, but I find it really boring if everything is revealed in ch1 or so, ya know? What's the point then? So yup, mystery and creepiness and gore and darkness and weirdness :-) :-)

Ooo you are reading Enjoy the ride, I mean waiting to read? Awesome! I will post ch2a tomorrow because I have to edit the second part of the chapter, but I figure ah what the hell, just post what you have and take time to edit more and post when you have that done! :-)
Its really awesome to know that the story is being read or that it wants to be read! :-)

Thank you! :-):-)
S.

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