ugh!

[soncnica]

I'm frustrated. I'm writing a story, a one shot, short (well at least I hope it will be, lol), and the story only has two scenes, one happening at one place, the other someplace else, and I can see it all happen in my head, I can freaking smell it, but ... I just can't seem to put what I see into words. It's so frustrating! And annoying! I mean its just two scenes, damnit! Two scenes to put into words, scenes I see soooooo clearly in my head when I close my eyes, but when I wanna write it all down ... no words come to me. *shakes head* But I have to write it, otherwise my head will explode. *sigh*
And then I'm all like, but who will read this? And then I'm like, write for your own peace of mind! But... but... uhhh... idk... and then I'm like, is this steampunk? Or is this just another made up world? And then I'm like, ugh just write, you moron!
Yeah...
Rant over.

Comments

[serendip50.livejournal.com]

I totally know what you mean about the fan negativity. I don't get involved in forums about the show or comment comms which tend to slate one boy or the other. I hate the flaming, it makes me depressed, so I keep away.
I do however, have reservations about how Sam is portrayed...it's just inevitable because I love Dean so much eventhough I started out as a Sam lover....:). But I do love both boys and their relationship...I just get frustrated over Dean's role...*shrugs*.

To be honest I also much prefer to make up my own mind about the stories and their development when I finally decide to watch the remainder of S7 and S8:). Basically I read and mind my own business...lol. It was your title that actually prompted my little rant....haha....and I haven't even watched to know the contrary....gzzz.

Yes...I know your style and I love it. I know you won't disappoint I'm that confident.
No pressure....lol. x

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Yessss, yes, yes, and yes! Somewhere in S4 I was like, maybe I should just stop being in the fandom, but then I still was, and it was crappy, and then in S5, I was like, enough, I am leaving the fandom, it is too negative and depressing, yes! I never read articles, I don't read comments and I just don't do anything fandom(ish), but write and read stories and well watch the show! I am under no influence of other's opinion, or under their negativity or whatever... and to be honest, the show is soooooo spectacular when you watch it like that, just you and the boys! Spectacular!

Its okay, I know, I mean maybe Dean has a smaller role than Sam, but I still see them as one... :-) its really hard for me to just concentrate on one of them, because they are a whole... weird brain! Lol :-)

Omg you haven't seen S7, S8 yet? You should as soon as you can, babe! :-)

Lol, you ranting is perfectly awesome, I feel kinda cool, that a title made you reply like this, :-):-):-) I respect any opinion anyone gives, so... you can always come rant here, and babble, and speak your mind! :-) *hugs*

Hahahah :-):-):-) awesome, thank you! :-):-):-) *hugs*

S.

[serendip50.livejournal.com]

I'm just happy there are fantastic writers out there who write my kind of story the way I prefer. And long may it continue! no matter what the show professes.

Have a great weekend. Hugs x

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Me too, me too! (+the show) lol :-)

You have a great weekend too! :-):-):-) *smish*