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soncnicaSo I just send in my draft for the samdean OTP minibang! :) YAY!!!!
AAAAAAND now the excruciating wait for an artist to pick my story begins; seriously this is like at gym when you're the fat/clumsy kid noooo one pics to play a team sport with. Okay that's a bad analogy, because I was never that kid, but in other ways, I know how it feels. *sigh*
AAAAAAND as it was with my j2-spn-bigbang, I wrote GEN again, which no one reads (or so it feels like to me) and no one writes (you really have to look for it with a flashlight) and once again I feel like the odd one out. Sex sells, I KNOW, but I just can't. I mean not that I can't write sex, because well obviously LOL, but I just can't write one if my brain wants to go in the other direction - general plotlines! Sooooo once again all the NC-17 rated stories are gonna get picked up ASAP and we PG-13/GEN losers are gonna be waiting in line watching all the cool kids walk away with their dates. *sigh* but if anything, I'm an optimist, glass always half full and all that and I WILL NOT BE BROUGHT TO MY KNEES! WORST CASE; I'll just do the damn art by myself. Again. And now that I finally send the draft, my brain is like:you totally should've written in that owl, you so should and have it always sit on Sam's shoulder and have it hoot in all the wrong places/inapproprite times, you so should, have it be all like hoot, hoot, hoot and Sam be all like shut up, already and the owl be like hoot, and Sam be like I'll eat you for dinner and the owl be like hoot. I don't even know anymore * shakes head*
*sigh*
I think 'm PMSing, this post feels like a PMSing kinda post! *giggle-snorts*
So I am waiting for the 19th when artist will be able to make their choices known and I AM CONFIDENT THAT I WILL GET AN AMAZING ARTIST!!!! *fingers crossed* WOOOHOOOO!!! :) :) And MAYBE because this bigbang is allllll about Sam and Dean, there will be lots of GEN stories? Right? Because c'mon, some case!fic stories, yes? Right? Say yes! :) :) Maybe it's just J2 that no one writes GEN about, right!? Yes!? Say yes! :) :)
BUT IN HAPPIER NEWS: I finally will be able to post that J2 fic that has like 37 warnings/tags, so that's something, right?! I counted them, I had to do it three times, because *scratches head* I kinda got lost somewhere around 26, LOL and had to re-count, but yeah ... but I had to write them all down, because I don't want to trigger anyone with anything and I certainly don't wanna deal with comments that would scream at me why I didn't warn for a certain thing. I'm so not in the mood.
Stay awesome!!! :)
AAAAAAND now the excruciating wait for an artist to pick my story begins; seriously this is like at gym when you're the fat/clumsy kid noooo one pics to play a team sport with. Okay that's a bad analogy, because I was never that kid, but in other ways, I know how it feels. *sigh*
AAAAAAND as it was with my j2-spn-bigbang, I wrote GEN again, which no one reads (or so it feels like to me) and no one writes (you really have to look for it with a flashlight) and once again I feel like the odd one out. Sex sells, I KNOW, but I just can't. I mean not that I can't write sex, because well obviously LOL, but I just can't write one if my brain wants to go in the other direction - general plotlines! Sooooo once again all the NC-17 rated stories are gonna get picked up ASAP and we PG-13/GEN losers are gonna be waiting in line watching all the cool kids walk away with their dates. *sigh* but if anything, I'm an optimist, glass always half full and all that and I WILL NOT BE BROUGHT TO MY KNEES! WORST CASE; I'll just do the damn art by myself. Again. And now that I finally send the draft, my brain is like:
*sigh*
I think 'm PMSing, this post feels like a PMSing kinda post! *giggle-snorts*
So I am waiting for the 19th when artist will be able to make their choices known and I AM CONFIDENT THAT I WILL GET AN AMAZING ARTIST!!!! *fingers crossed* WOOOHOOOO!!! :) :) And MAYBE because this bigbang is allllll about Sam and Dean, there will be lots of GEN stories? Right? Because c'mon, some case!fic stories, yes? Right? Say yes! :) :) Maybe it's just J2 that no one writes GEN about, right!? Yes!? Say yes! :) :)
BUT IN HAPPIER NEWS: I finally will be able to post that J2 fic that has like 37 warnings/tags, so that's something, right?! I counted them, I had to do it three times, because *scratches head* I kinda got lost somewhere around 26, LOL and had to re-count, but yeah ... but I had to write them all down, because I don't want to trigger anyone with anything and I certainly don't wanna deal with comments that would scream at me why I didn't warn for a certain thing. I'm so not in the mood.
Stay awesome!!! :)