SPN_J2_BIGBANG: yes or no!?

[soncnica]

*clears throat* umm, okay my lovely f-list ... umm so I have been giving a lot of thought into MAYBE signing up for this years spn_j2_bigbang *coughs* I still have time until Feb. 1st so ... yeah .. okay ... still some time!

I've been thinking about this for a few days now, but today I did all the pros and cons and thought about plots and would the story be J2
or SPN, gen or slash and so on and so on, you know how it is.
I have never done a challenge before, because 1) the time constrictions, the deadlines terrify me ... because I can't put a limit to how long my brain needs to come up with stuff (I admire people who do!) and 2) I do write long fics, but dude the idea of writing 20.000 words of a plot that would stretch into boring infinity OR a plot that would end abruptly because I ran out of time ... horrifies me! I don't want to give a half finished story out there, just so that I meet a deadline! I rather not post at all and back away from the challenge.

Okay, so ... should I!? SHOULD I!? Because from what I've heard signing up to this brings stress and fits of crying and pulling hair and screaming etc. LOL Now idk maybe people just exaggerate or something, but since I've never done this before .... *shrugs* how should I know!? :)

Anywho ... so can I maybe, perhaps ... ummm ... count on any kinda support here or should I just keep my neurotic writing problems to myself? I don't want to make anyone roll their eyes and mutter ''ugh, here she goes again'' LOL :) or ''ugh, how many posts will she make about this crap?'' LOL :)

Anywho IF I WILL do this, the story will PROBABLY be J2, gen (sorry guys, no sex to be found there), sci-fi (kinda, but not space, me thinks), kinda crazy/creepy/mysterious trip kinda deal ... *wide grin* LOL, so basically, the usual from me :) hahahahah! or maybe I will totally FLIP the plot and change everything and write something totally different. Like I said, Feb. 1st is still a few days away :)

*takes a deep breath* okay ... okay ... maybe I can do this! 20.000 words? pffft, I can so do that! *bites nails*

take care, 'm off to edit a new story that I hope I will post very soon (weekend soon) and then go watch some SPN ... I need some inspiration! :)

Comments

[herminekurotowa.livejournal.com]

YES! DO IT! You want to!

If you really can't finish your story in time you can abandon the bb and post it after finishing.

And there's this wonderful community, omgspnbigbang. There you can find betas, cheerleaders, informations and people that are as crazy as you. :)

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

You are a wicked enabler, I see! LOL :))))
OMG RIIIIIGHT, you can abandon it if you don't finish it, oooooh I totally forgot that!!! RIIIGHT!!! Oh okay ... this just made deciding to do this a lot easier! Now I just need to FIND a plot long enough to put it into 20.000 words! easy peasy! :)

I was just at that community ... I might have to use it to find a beta ... ugh, I don't do well with betas ... this will so NOT end well! *sigh*
but I definitely need crazy people around me!!! wooohoooo! LOL

EDITED because: YOU SIGNED UP TOO!!!??? AWESOME!!! MY FELLOW SUFFERER!!! *hugs*

S.

[herminekurotowa.livejournal.com]

Yes, I need a deadline to get anything accomplished. I already have 3.401 words because I started before Christmas.

It's a hooker!Jensen fic with lots of hurt!bunnies.

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

I hate deadlines .... they scare me, but if they work for you, then challenges like these are perfect for you! :-)
Awesome, just 12.000 to go (I suck at math but yeah ...) YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!!!! This ain't scary at all :-):-):-)

I hope you don't mean actually hurt bunnies lol, but I completely support the hurt!boys! :-):-):-)

Now go write, *taps her watch* time is ticking! Lol, jk, jk, no pressure from me! You will write at your own pace! And I can't wait to read what you will come up with! :-)

S.

[herminekurotowa.livejournal.com]

No, I mean hurt!bunnies. And hurt!kittehs. I think I may be evil.

And I just freed Jensen from the cuffs. *purrs*

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Oooh you're not kidding ... aww hurt!bunnies and kittens? I don't know if I will be able to read your story ... I just see hurt animal and I start crying ... I have kittens and rabbits so just the thought of them in pain *cries* thats why I asked if you were kidding :-):-) oops :-)

Although Jensen in cuffs ... damn you girl, are an evil monster! Tease!

S.

[herminekurotowa.livejournal.com]

Don't worry, I'd say it's quite pleasurable what happens to those fluff balls. ;)

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

*headdesk* *headdesk* *headdesk* you big tease!!! Ugh .... UGH!!!!
Hate you!

[herminekurotowa.livejournal.com]

*smug grin*

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

*growls*

[somer.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD!!! YES, YES, YES!!! DOOOOOOO IT!!! I'm going to cheer and scream and shout. :D

There are already so many awesome writers who signed up for the first time this year, including herminekurotowa who already gave her vote for 'DO IT'!! So, you're not alone!

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

You are a dirty enabler too, I see! :))) LOL

I think I will need a lot of cheering and someone to shout at me to get my lazy ass writing! STAT! :)

ohhh herminekurotowa signed up too?!?! AAAAH FREAKING AWESOME!!! I never go check who signed up for anything, I just let myself be surprised later when everything is posted and I can finally READ!!!!

I still have your fic to read, I so can't wait to dig my fingers into it this weekend! wooohooo

*hugs you*
S.

[somer.livejournal.com]

I'm already getting the pom poms out :D

I already told you it's only dirty and filthy porn with this really toppy!Jared who has one dirty mouth and a desperate and writhing Jensen who... nope, I'm stopping now :P

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Uuuu are they green and sparkly and with tons of glitters? I want pom poms like that :-)

You are an evil, evil woman! And you suck, you suuuuck ... oh wait, that sounds a bit dirty *scratches head* ummm what I meant to say was .... toppy!Jared is brain-melting! Okay, it is and ugh, I wish it was weekend already, I want some toppy!Jared.... damn you evil woman! *shakes fist*

[sasha-dragon.livejournal.com]

Come on you know you want to! Heed the call and get writing! I tell you what you sign up and I'll sign up and we can wibble together *G*

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Ahahahah, man, why are all my friends such enablers? Why?! Why am I always so unlucky? Ahahhahahahahaha :-) :-) jk, jk :-)
I am most definitely hearing some kinda call, more of an annoying buzz of flies lol and maybe I really will sign up ... if you will, then I will too! I dare you! Ahahha :-)
And then we will be freaking out together along with herminekurotowa :-)

Yay :-) lets go sign up for this sucker! Wooohooo!

Lol

[sasha-dragon.livejournal.com]

Embrace that annoying buzzing of flies! Because yes I'm going to sign up. It is time to take on that challenge, and this time I will finish. If not I can always post the story later *G*

So yes I can see the three of us wibbling in a corner, wibblers of the world unite, we have nothing to lose but our sanity!

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

*embraces the annoyingly frustrating buzzing of flies*
I will go sign up a bit later today so .... lets do this babe! Lets bring this sucker down, we will write a story, finish it, post it and then sleep for a year lol :-)

Ah girl, I have lost my sanity a long time ago, ahahaha, so I have nothing else to lose! Ahhaha :-) *hugs*

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Yay, thanks babe! I think I will either need a lot of cheerleading or none at all, ya know how I am .. :-)
I will let you know if I will sign up for it via email, of course :-)
I haven't decided 100% if the fic will be J2 or SPN ... i still have some time to decide, but yes I know that if it will be J2, you won't read and thats totally okay :-)

Hugs
S.

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Will do, will do, :-):-):-)
Hugs,
S.

[mre-quecky.livejournal.com]

Dito! Do it :) pretty please! I can't really write for jack myself, but I'm an awesome reader :) so I can check for grammar mistakes and such... :) and cheer as well if you need that.

[mre-quecky.livejournal.com]

btw, didn't you plan on posting a werewolf fic this week? is it coming?

[soncnica.livejournal.com]

Heya, dude being an awesome reader is all I ask for, because, well its awesome to know that there will be at least one reader that will read what I will mush together for the big bang :-) :-) yay :-)
And cheering is definitely something I will need along the way :-):-):-):-) thank you!!!
As for the were!fic, it will go up during this weekend for sure, there is just this part that I am not happy with and I have to re-write it, but its a small part, so ... this weekend for sure! :-):-) thank you for asking!! :-):-)

S.