Oh, wow, this was just... yeah. Wow. Every moment was so incredibly intense. I could practically feel their restraint, and their forced silence enveloped while I read. I felt like I was right there in the dark with them.

The sex was molten hot, I've got to say. Your way of describing it was just really... geez, really something. I don't even know how to explain it. The part where Sam puts his fingers in Dean after he's come just sizzled my brain. That's such a huge kink for me, and you wrote it so frigging well.

As for the ending, whoa. I had wondered at the beginning what might've happened to land them in jail and have them still be there two years later (with no escaping or lawyeristic finagling), and then this happened and I had to sit back and take a moment, because yeah, I don't think I have to wonder anymore. These are our boys living far deeper into the grey than we usually see them.

Thank you so much for sharing this fic. It's amazingly done, and utterly consuming, and you should be so proud of it!