*rofl* you stopped his heart? ah temporarily... okay I can get behind that... :)))) but yeah I mean writing about them dying, just... I can do a lot of things to them, but killing them is not one of them... because THEY are real people and death is not something I wish for them and never will wish for them.. so yeah.. gosh!

*smiles* yeah.... Jensen waited a long time for Jared and Jared waited a long time to see Jensen again too.... ;(

thank YOU for being brave enough and reading this :))))

hugs
S.